Archive for February, 2007

Tigopuluhpaksi

Tuesday, February 6th, 2007

After blogging off and on for about three years, I think it’s time for me to move to a more decent blog. So after giving much thought to name the blog, I’ve chosen “T********E”. It has it’s meaning, but please don’t bother guessing. I just want it to be a one word name. I chose to migrate because blogspot is much easier to navigate and you can easily search the archive.

It’s still in transition process, I’m moving most of my entries to my new blog. I know a lot of people read my blog but never leave comments. Please do, all your comments will be published. Don’t worry.

The latest entry is a bit unusual though. For the first time ever I posted an entry in Kelate. Heheheheh… Check it out yaaa!!!

THE NIGHT I MET MY FORSAKEN EX BOYFRIEND

Sunday, February 4th, 2007

I was online when an unknown digi number called. The voice sounded familiar but never in a million years I would have expected the call.

It was Eddie. The last boyfriend I ever had. We parted in the best way possible but his delusional, psycho sister  almost sued me on my birthday  in 2004  (for reasons not to be disclosed here, and something that I would rather forget) and everything went bitter. The only ex that I never tried to keep in touch with (but I flaunted any hot guys with me if I saw him in Hartamas). The hottest memories. Also the two months I rather forget actually.

But I’ve always like Eddie. His sengalness never fail to make me laugh. So out of curiosity, I agreed to meet him in Taman Tun. He’s always been lanky, and sports a long hair. But I never thought he could be thinner. Like a walking skeleton I would say. Seriously. 

We went to Hartamas for a drink. We don’t catch up much since both of us didn’t want to talk about the fiasco and chaos done by his sister. So we talked about nothing actually. Ron actually called when I was on my way to Taman Tun.  He even mocked me by saying "ohh.. what an interesting way to spend Friday night".

Well Ron honey intan payung, I just met Eddie because I’m curious. I wasn’t planning to pick up where we left. In fact, before we parted ways that night, I asked Eddie "are you gonna call me after this? coz if you’re not, I’m not gonna waste my phone memory by saving your number". Hah. See? I am now capable of discarding men whenever I want to.

It’s easier this way. I don’t want to be attached to anyone who don’t know how to appreciate me. Sifirnya mudah, what goes around come around. Less pain and drama for me. Am reaching quarter of century this year. I don’t need guy problems anymore. Take it, or leave it. Senang crite. Tak payah sakitkan jiwa dan kepala.

ENTRY DEDICATED TO ME..

Saturday, February 3rd, 2007

An old friend of mine (we’ve known each other since Maher days), Hazwanie wrote a blog entry dedicated to me (with my name as title!!).. Of courselah I’m flattered, but feeling touched by it superseded the flattered-ness i felt. I’m glad I’m not just a mere mortal passing through her life. I’m glad that our paths have crossed, and I feel validated that she thinks I am a very good friend and am a friend who will stand for my friends no matter what.

http://wanie_will.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2007/02/a_dedication_to.html

But what Dhira said in my testi many many months ago is also true. "Cross her and the payback you can never stand". But these days I usually resort to silent treatments. Maklumlah sudah mau masuk quarter of a century. Damn I feel so jaded.

Bukan jual insurance daa…

Saturday, February 3rd, 2007

Why people can be so narrow minded and think if you work for insurance companies means u SELL insurance?? Do these people know that u don’t even have to work for an insurance company pon stakat nak jual insurance? Sape2 pon boleh jadi agent.

I’m in Corporate Strategy & Operations, a division that practically plans the directions of the company (advising the Chairman and CEO) and has nothing to do with bugging people to buy insurance. We leave that for others to do it. I won’t say much here coz as much as I want to settle down, I still want to keep my options open. So far, I like the office. But I still can’t gauge the culture there. We’ll see about that soon.

HARI INI 1 FEBRUARI

Thursday, February 1st, 2007

Woke up late.. and missed subuh again. Isk. Ape nak jadi Ajah.. asik subuh gajah jer.. I did woke up at about 9am and replied something to Arian on YM. Then I didn’t remember when i passed out again. It happened a few times until I was fully awake. But by then he was already out. Shopping (he told me later lah).

I watched TV. Diorang ni cam tahu2 jer aku dah nak keje. La Mujer En El Espejo habis last week, MAE AI habis yesterday and the Red Onion & Garlic series ended today. Yes I watch all types of soaps. Spanish, Indonesian and Thai. Not religiously but enuff for me to know the gist of the story every week. Mae Ai intrigued me coz Tuty, my cousin’s gf told me it was based on a true story.

And I’ve never missed the TV3 3.30pm Spanish soaps since Mis Tres Hermanas. Eh no.. there’s another one before that.. The heroine’s name was Maria Clara and the hero’s name was Santiago Ortega but I can’t remember the title meh. Or was it La Intrusa that I started to follow? Shit. There were too many. I can now actually understand the gist of the episodes without having to read the subtitles (like tgh makan ker, buat laundry ker, masak ker… kire dengar je, tak tgk TV ponn) Huehue.. yeah.. I am Loca.

Goodbye Spanish soaps. I won’t be able to watch the latest one since I’ll report for work tomorrow. Wish me luck. I will surely miss my dose of Spanish soaps.