LIVING LA VIDA LOCA!!!

First week of puasa..

- hey let’s buka puasa with the gang, can celebrate her birthday as well
- (me) naahh.. no need. takder maser ah.
- oh come on, let’s.

few days later.. announcement made, smses sent, calls made.

- very few replied
- many not even bothered replying saying they can make it or not

postponed to the next weekend so that many can join the gathering

- no bloody replies
- having buka puasa with so and so..
- transportation problem
- my bf is yada yada yada….
- i can’t promise anything, i might buka puasa with my so and so..
- i’m damn busy

on the day the gath were supposed to be (either i was driving to TAR College or was in class trying hard to understand financial strategies)

- can’t make it. sorry
- who else is coming?

why do i ever bothered? oh yes of course i realise i’m still studying while most are working. but i’m doing bloody CiMA for God’s sake. Yeah u may say "alaaa.. sebulan lagi.. lambat lagi Final".. okay, to those who don’t know me that well, I can juz say this, kalau stakat Diploma i can just study THE NIGHT BEFORE EXAMS, and i’m pretty sure i can STUDY A COUPLE OF DAYS BEFORE EXAMS if i’m just doing a degree.. but it’s bloody professional papers. So i also have big responsibilities. I’m tired of working around everybody else’s timing ("kau kan tak keje, student ader banyak maser…" was always the line i keep hearing) and going the extra mile to find a suitable location [to fit everybody's budget, taste ("alaa.. aku tak suker laa makan itu.. aku tak suka laa makan nih..") and solve the logistic problems].

the food at Nelayan sucks. but i went anyway coz i wanted to meet my MRSM KT friends. So i made the EFFORT to clear my schedule and went. I only communicated thru the net for Rockensteiners gathering and all went well eventhough i had to change the venue and date.

why do i ever bother when i don’t even get an sms reply? why do i have to try to make things easy for others and trouble myself, when i don’t even get a decent reply? Well now i’ve to put my priorities right. if the calls go unanswered and smses not replied, well guys, i’m studying. I can’t be bothered to reply. NOW, WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER EXPLAINING????

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