LIVING LA VIDA LOCA!!!

I’m so bloody dissapointed with the outcome of OIAM. But there’s no doubt in my mind that everybody who watched the OIAM finale knows who is the real deal, the real talent, the MOST DESERVING.

Faizal is so damn talented that even someone like me, who mostly listen to only mainstream music and don’t play any particular instrument can appreciate his talent and know that this guy HAS it.

The combination and arrangement of the 3 songs (wE wILL rOCK yOU, L.O.V.E. & i dON’T wANNA bE) was so damn fantastic (that even Paul Moss called him a ‘freaking smart’ fella) and he performed it perfectly and ‘rocked everyone to oblivion’ (like he likes to say it).

I was soooooooooooo freaking PROUD of FAIZAL I almost cried watching him performed the medley.. It was the best ever performance from a local star I ever watched. Damn good. I wanted to kick myself for not trying hard enough to get the tickets to watch the Finale at PWTC.

There’s so much to say but right now i’m busying myself entering every forum that’s discussing about Faizal so i’ll just continue this tomorrow. Promise!!

Hey i’m back. sorry, still not in the right state of mind so can’t compose a coherent entry here. All jumbled up. Still frustrated my Superman kena Kriptonite semalam. Anyway, i’ll paste what i’ve been posting in forums today. Here goes..

"SUPER TALENTED, GREAT SHOWMANSHIP THAT OUTCLASSED EVERYONE ELSE, BRILLIANT MUSICIAN, FLAWLESS ENGLISH WITH ALMOST PERFECT DICTION, NICE FELLA, AND AIMING TO CONTRIBUTE FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE MUSIC INDUSTRY.. WHAT ELSE CAN WE ASK FOR?

IZAM (that’s 8TV’s COO to those not in the know), DO SOMETHING!!! I KNOW YOU HAVE AN EYE FOR GREAT TALENTS. YOU SHOULD BE KICKING YOURSELF RIGHT NOW THAT SUKI WON.

THE VOTING SYSTEM FAILED, THE VOTING LINES WERE CONGESTED (ONLY VOTES FOR SUKI PASSED THRU), AND THE PROGRAMME SCHEDULE WAS BAD!!!!

YOU SHOULD LET THEM PERFORM THEIR SONGS FIRST B4 THE OTHER FINALISTS PERFORM. THAT SHOULD BE THE WAY. IT’S NOT FAIR THAT ONLY 5 MINUTES AFTER THE ASTOUNDING SUPER-PERFORMANCE FROM FAIZAL THAT ALMOST BROUGHT PWTC DOWN, THE LINES WERE CLOSED (AND I SERIOUSLY DOUBT THAT THE TALLY WAS ACCURATE). HOW CAN OTHERS VOTE WHEN THE LINES WERE BLOODY CONGESTED?

AND BELIEVE ME, MY FRIENDS AND I WERE NEVER VOTERS FOR REALITY SHOWS BUT THIS TIME AROUND WE VOTED COZ WE SEE TALENT IN FAIZAL THAT NONE OTHER CONTESTANT CAN RIVAL, NOT EVEN CLOSE. AND WHAT HAPPENED TO CONVERTS LIKE US? WE DIDN’T GET OUR VOTES COUNTED BECAUSE THE FAILURE OF THE VOTING LINES. YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT UP TO FAIZAL. I KNOW UR A GREAT MAN, IZAM, YOU CAN’T SLEEP IF YOU LET FAIZAL’S AMAZING TALENT GO DOWN THE DRAIN OR WASTED OR NOT HELPED. YOU HAVE THE INDUSTRY NETWORKS AT YOUR DISPOSAL. PLEASE DO WHAT’S RIGHT."

Hehe… emo.. yes i know.. so what? salah ker emo kalau we see a gifted person like that lost because of lousy sms votes?

Malas nak type tonite.. wil update later kalau rajin.. here’s a few pix..

This song has been tugging at my heart strings ever since i heard it on TV.. puitis dan bermakna liriknya… the music arrangement is just… great… this song really touched my heart.. for no particular reason..

Disini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagiaku denganmu

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang

bila kita mencintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayangku akan hilang

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart… my heart… my heart…

-A’a, 500 hari mengejar cinta-

My beloved petsis, JA and the love of her life, Kamal Rossi. Selamat Pengantin Baru!!! May your love grow stronger as time passes by…

My head’s already spinning..and it’s not even 2am yet! Being the original, accident-prone Tengku Nor Azah, I just bumped my head to the shower’s wall. Bodoh? Memang. Clumsy? Amat. But was really cold laah.. shower kol 11.30pm!! (yeah yeah sis.. i’ve heard of pneumonia but i played futsal tadi, takleh kalo tak mandi), sebab tuh jalan tak betul sket maser nak walk out of the shower tuh. Was shivering and seeing stars..

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY Kak We!! We had brownies with her name on it and drank coke. Surprise menjadi. Diet Kak We berjaya diruinkan. Maser my birthday sebenarnyer dah ader syak wasangka dier nak buat surprise for me actually. Wahahahah…

Tadi petang training. Tak guner punyer Akma, cakap 5.30pm, 6.15pm tak nampak lagi batang hidung. Punyerlaa aku kelam kabut nak pegi training sampai tak sempat pun makan goreng pisang yg beli kat Section 2!

Strikers played against Defenders. We ran a bit, sprinted a bit, and for the first time ever i did some real warming up (alaa.. macam PJ maser skolah dulu, tapi sumer orang malas nak kira 1 sampai 8). Scored 3 of the 4 goals (the practice ended 4-4, coz dah azan Maghrib). Am told us to take shots (twice each). So kitorang pun konon2nyer rembat cam penalty shots laa. One of the girls even asked canner nak buat curved ball tu.. Am bantai gelak jer.. straight shot pon tak masuk.. nak buat curve.. hahahaha.. yeah.. we’re a bunch of clowns. really.

I did my shots. More than twice. Tak satu pun masuk. Isk. And che’ ah scored one. Second time, Am got the ball. But the third time, the ball got to the ‘other’ pair of balls. Ouch!!!! I saw it. They heard it. Damn it must hurt. Am terbaring keperitan. Someone jerit "takleh tolong! bukan muhrim!!!" (hahah. dat was original!) and silly Akma was singing "Ha ha.. jangan kawen dengan Am, jangan kawen dengan Am"..

Adoi.. kesian coach.. dier pulak injured. So sorry for you coach. And Akma, ur new sluar seriously looks like swimming tights okay (rugi saper tak tengok. seksi habes. nasib si Am tuh takder perasaan jer.. i assume laa.. ;p)

Gotta go.. my head’s f**king throbbing.. Sorry..  kepala sakit dey.. foul language sket. Saket nih.. tak terkater!! risau gak mati segala sel2 otak containing pelajaran yang baru ditimba semalam dan tertukar nama2 boyfriend.. Ngahahahaha.. no lah, juz playing. Dun have any. Girlscout swear! Over and out.

p/s : waaa.. dah teraser benjol kat kepala nih!!!! silly me. hantuk kepala sendiri kat dinding.. hueheue…psycho and loca.

I’m sick. Maybe everything that transpired this past week has finally taken it’s toll on me.. Crazy.. I haven’t eaten anything decent today and it’s already 9.05pm!! Only one mantou bun Kak We steamed this morning.. God!! this is BAD!!!

You guys must be wondering where is the love story.. nantilaaa…. not well nih.. i’ll update when i’m well aight… read my previous entries first.. huehueheu.. 

Oh God.. it’s been almost two weeks… i know i haven’t update this entry.. i’ve been thinking of the content a lot.. and i realise that i can’t really tell you my love stories.. the love that i had for my exes was genuine and not stupid. it’s the things that occured when i’m not attached are stupid. I won’t call them ‘flings’ (or more popularly called ’scandals’).. i can’t even label what they were.. har har har.. Confused? he he.. in order not to be labeled a player, swinger, dan yang sewaktu dengannya, (coz it’s amazing how people can misinterpret things into ridiculous speculations) i chose not to actually tell the stupid love stories.

Sorry folks, there’s too many parties involved. And most of my exes are in my friend list, and i have underaged cousins in this Friendster. I can’t afford to tell a story that could be blown out of proportions and misconstrued. 

And just for the record, it never fail to amuse me how people think i know a lot of the so-called "hot stuff", "hunks" and the likes of it. Hey I don’t even have one for myself okay! And please know that i’m not impressed or at awe with any movie stars (the local ones of course), celebrities or any VIPs’ sons. Maybe i’ve went out with one or two, but that’s because they are just people like us. They just happen to be famous. That’s it.

And now that my horizon has expanded (friendsterly speaking), i can’t even specify what i actually look in a man coz i’m afraid some parties will be offended. I know that people have different takes on life and everybody is entitled for their own opinion. So, if there are people out there interested to know, u can pm me. Maybe i’ll give the answer, maybe not (but my close buddies already know what’s in my mind. Harharhar).

A’a out. (say it like "Seacrest Out!")