LIVING LA VIDA LOCA!!!

i am feeling nothing right now. My mind and body are tired.. but i can’t bring myself to sleep (while Ron sedang enak tido sampai off henset). Urrghh.. today is a cold day. I don’t know why the aircond in the office was extra cold today (and i finally turned it off when it started to rain heavily outside), adakah rentetan kesejukan di dalam TGV Sunway Pyramid semalam terbawa2 sehingga ke hari ini…? Nggak mungkin… tapi mungkin jugak.. arrghh.. aku konfius.. hahah..

And why the hell am i writing here? nobody reads it.. urgghh… i’m not expecting anybody to read this anyway, coz it IS a boring entry.. i can’t help ranting about the shitty life i’m living right now. maybe my sisters will read this. yeah.. we’re a bunch of nerdy sisters who don’t look like nerds at all, we read each others’ blog. (Opie just texted me telling she’s having dinner at STAR’s dining hall - STAR, my bosses’ school. huehue)

I went to office early today. Was there at 9am. Early considering how sleep-deprived I was for the past few days. I came back home around midnight but only slept at almost 2am. Watched "CARS" with my Knight. We were suppose to watch X-MEN but he couldn’t help it he watched it on DVD back home. Siot. We had this dare. And somehow it snowballed to a SEXTUPLE DARE (we kept on compounding the dare till it stopped at his turn, the 6th dare). I am still thinking of what’s gonna be the penalty for that. Since he cheated by stealing. Stealing doesn’t count my dear knight. How can u stole for the dare?? Isk! nok keno nih. What was the dare? Well.. no prizes for the correct guess.. so please stop your imagination from going over-drive. Haha.

Enuff ’bout the dare. My life sucks. It sucks so bad i can’t even bring myself to elaborate about it. I go to office.. got myself bullied the whole day, and if i’m lucky i’ll have enough time to hang out with Emma at Rafi Bistro nearby, then I’ll be dead flat by the time i got home i always forget that i havent eaten. Well, maybe that’s a good plus, i can diet without even having to plan! huehue.. (sajer pujuk diri sendiri jer nih)

I haven’t even watched Da Vinci Code por Dios!! And most of the cinemas have stopped screening it. Yes.. dat’s how bad my life has turned to be. I gotta go now.. I think enuff ranting for the day. Wanna watch some TV. Daa..

My Knight is one hell of a freestyler.. I’m humbled with the gift he’s got and jeles sebab can never match him in that department. I hate you.

This is "keystyled" by ICY KNIGHT

I spit rhymes to get out of this confusion
it’s the way i let go off my depression
and how i express my dissatisfaction
when it’s hard to get a simple conclusion

Sometimes things go wrong, it gets out of hand
shit happens, there are things i can’t apprehend
i’m just a man, pretty hot at temper
when i’m really mad, i can’t control my anger

like Bruce Banner, the difference is i don’t turn green
i’m not like hulk, i don’t even scream or shout
you gotta know what i’m talking about
b’coz deep inside i cry out loud

to let it out, and let it go
i let them blow in my rhyme flow
so people will know, though they don’t understand
why i turned out to be a very sick man

i’m sick Don                                                                                                     need no doctor, need no matron
i just carry on, with this sickness as i go on
there’s no front, this is real
on this reality i express how i feel
breaking bones with verbal backflips
committing an outrage that got some ass kicked

when i wrecked it, the worst disaster happens in each line
blood splattered all over the place and that’s just fine
and that’s not mine
people always hurt my feelings and turned me into a killer
In return i perform a mental torture, leaving psychiatrist a question to answer
because there’s no way they can stop this lyrical beast
worse than the cannibals is how i enjoy my feast

i’m loving this                                                                                                  and i wont stop till the blood comes to its last drip
when i’m done….
i just close my eyes and pretend
that this tortured soul of mine will be in peace again….

Four lines of this set has been edited because ICY KNIGHT requested so. Keep on rhyming and I’ll be cheering you on the sidelines!! I takdop bakat supo you.. huehue.. Mmwaaahh!!!

Yay!! Argentina won 2-1 against Ivory Coast…!! but not in the mood of discussing Football right now..

What a rotten day i had yesterday.. i was bored.. and sick..

And today is gonna be another rotten day for me. And what the fcuk am i doing listening to Possibility by Intoxicated? It actually makes me feel more depressed.. but the song just gotten into me. I can’t explain why.. the melody’s juz melancholic.. the lyrics just.. just.. arrghh.. .depressing. Hahaha..

Everytime I look at you
I wish you looked my way (wish you look my way)
And flash me that dazzling smile
that really makes my day
But of course it's just a dream
a dream that won't come true
And for unrequited love
I wrote this song for you

I always think of how'd it be
if we were together
you and me holding hands
it's a dream
I can picture it right now
you and me
It's a dream
It's a possibility

When I look out of my window
I hope you look up at me (hope you look up at me)
if only you could read my heart
my love so true you'll see
how empty my life would be
if I don't have you
and for unrequited love
I wrote this song for you

I always think of how'd it be
if we were together
you and me holding hands
It's a dream
I can picture it right now
you and me
It's a dream
It's a possibility

you and me
It's a dream
It's a possibility

you and me
It's a dream
It's a possibility

Well, know what..? I actually feel better now after listening and singing to this song so melancholy for half a dozen times.. hahaha… Cheers!!!!

I’m actually more awake than i was during the second half of the first match of the BEST SHOW ON EARTH. Germany vs Costa Rica. I already predicted Germany would win even sans Ballack. But didn’t expect it to end with 4-2.  A great opener for the greatest game.

It was a beautifully played game.. and 5 out of the six goals were amazingly executed. Cun. Beautiful.

I think I was sleepy during the second half because it was a good game without drama. Can’t blame me for feeling that way coz the last football match I saw before the opening of the World Cup 2006 was MyTeam vs Malaysia. Which was a game full of drama, injuries and red cards. Hahahah.. That kinda game keep me alert. But maybe it was also because I was watching the match alone. None of my sisters are really into football.

Miroslav KLOSE who did a hat-trick during 2002 Korea/Japan when defeating Saudi Arabia 8-0 again proved that he’s a man to watch out for the adidas Golden Shoe. He scored twice just now, the 2nd and 3rd goal. One during first-half, another one during the second-half. And FRINGS scored on the 87th minute (when Ron already left to brush his teeth thinking Germany will surely win 3-2) to finish the spectacular opening match at 4-2. A good start for the host country. and a good sign that Germany can hold up on their own even without BALLACK (who was smiling handsomely when the 4th goal was scored.. aahh.. aku jatuh chenta skali lagi…).

Astounding Opening Match. Can’t wait to watch my teams, Portugal and Argentina play.

Ngantuk melampau.. Buenas Noches…

I arrived in Shah Alam around 5.20am. Kak We and Farah picked me up and when we got home, we regaled each other with stories while i was gone from Shah Alam, and what happened in KB when i went back.. we talked and laughed until almost 7am then i prayed and tried to catch some sleep. It was a nightmare for me in the bloody Budaya 1st Class.. it was so darn cold I couldn’t sleep… barulah aku faham maksud "sejuk hingga mencucuk tulang"..

Believe it or not my legs still felt numb and cold even at 10am. I continued to sleep but then i woke when Farah was leaving for her date with Bob. I texted Ron and he apparently was woken up by my sms. But we both decided to get back to sleep and i told him to wake me up when he wakes up. He didn’t. Jahat.

When i woke up i called Jijiey and asked him to have lunch with me. He said yes. It took me a long time to get ready, checking my mails, reheating the food i brought from home.. after i was ready, i picked up my shades, handbag, papers (was planning to go to office after lunch) and keys, i stopped at the door to wear my shoes. I locked the door just as i realized i left something. My shades? my papers? No it was my keys…. my HOUSE and CAR keys!!!! Bummer.. aduh… bodoh dan sangat cuai aku teraser. how can i be so cuai nih? Can i blame Ron for that? hahahaha…

My neighbour was outside her door so she asked me to come in. I called Jijiey and asked him to pick me up instead. He came about 25 minutes later. We had lunch at section 8 and went back to Permata. I told kak we to pick me there after work. I watched my Spanish soap then watched a few episodes of "Macam-macam Aznil" with Jijiey. Then Emma picked me up and we went minum at a restaurant nearby. We exchanged stories and happenings during the time we didn’t see each other. She told me about her trip to Europe and i told her what I’ve been doing since the exam was over.

She sent me back to Permata and I watched The O.C. Season 3 with Jijiey till Kak We came to fetch me. and now I’m finally HOME!!!! and there were dozens of YM messages left for me and i sheepishly told my friends the blunder i made with the keys.. hahaha…

After hours of Prison Break marathon, I finally slept at 4am. The next morning, on a bright Monday morning, I woke up around 7am, prayed, showered (can’t remember in which order), shrugged into my favourite Levi’s square cut and chose a simple, long pink top. I put on basic makeup to cover the proof of the only 3 hours sleep I had. I ran downstairs, started the car and off we (me and Mama) went.

After sending Mama to Kota Darulnaim, I texted Megat to ask for his location. I was so sure i know the place but alas, when I got to town, I realized that I actually know Shah Alam much better than Kota Bharu these days.. Oh God.. Tensinya teraser.. dahla Megat and Mom dah lamer sampai, aku tersesat pulak sebab banyak jalan dah jadi one-way. Siot jer aku kutuk2 Ipoh and Section 13, tengok2 KB pun dah penuh dengan one-way roads.

I finally found them and took them for breakfast at the White House. White House is a very very old kopitiam in Kota Bharu. It is very popular among the older citizens or I’d rather say the “real citizens of KB”. Old School habeslaa ni…

Then we went straight to Pasir Putih to settle Megat’s problem. On the way to Pasir Putih we passed Jalan Telipot so i showed him the jalan to my beloved school and we also passed Tok Ku’s house. Hahaha.. bagi childhood history lesson pulak kat Megat. Cacat. At first it amused me that Megat brought his mother to help him out of the shit he’s gotten himself into. But after observing the events unfolded, I applaud him for making a very wise decision. Bringing his own mother to negotiate actually gave very good results. Complications avoided and we fled the place as soon as we settled the problemo.

We rushed back to KB and God… the traffic was quite bad and I was very unlucky all the traffic lights I had to go through were red. I got to Mama’s office VERY late to pass the car to her. I jumped into Megat’s car and we went to the nearest Petronas to check his car. Kak We Chik suggested I bring them to The Ships (hahaha.. jangan ingat KL jer ader The Ship) for lunch but it was hard to find a parking space we decided to have lunch at a stall outside KGCC.

Megat and his mom sent me back to my house (by now he’s already seen 70% of my relatives’ houses in Kelantan) and they took off for KL. I prayed that their journey’s safe and they won’t get into any problem on their way back to KL. I hurried upstairs and I found Ije folding clothes at the family hall. I switched on the TV for my dose of Spanish soap of the day.

I was still watching the soap on TV3 when I got a frantic call from Mek Na asking me to watch RTM2.. my.. my… I thought the surprise of the day has been over, but I was wrong… There she was, my classmate, my childhood fren, having a makeover on National TV!!!! Ngahahahaha…. Kekantoian tahap tidak dapat diselamatkan!!! You really made my day girl.. knee-length skirt dengan sleeveless siol… saya sungguh bertuah kerana mengenali anda (this is inside joke, so don’t bother trying to figure out what it means). Sepandai-pandai anda melompat… ngahahahahaah….

Oh I miss my Knight. He’s all over Malaysia he couldn’t layan my rantings. Damn.

Weddings everywhere.. Belakang rumah, depan rumah, keliling rumah.. ahahahaahha.. Tue tak kira lagi my petsis, my Mache friends.. I juz arrived home YESTERDAY and attended one behind my house.

And for the first time I noticed something. The groom is good looking. Handsome I would say. Naahh.. am not crazy to salivate over someone else’s husband. Not that desperate.. juz noticed that when any of my girlfriends got married, me and friends couldn’t be bothered to see the groom.. We juz go and meet our friends, talk and laugh macam budak skolah, pose on the bridal bed then ciao. But since i was waiting to salam and congratulate the bride, I watched the photo session going. They are really secocok.. I can say "bagai pinang dibelah dua". Sama cantik sama padan.. and the groom’s teeth is so cantik and tersusun (i wore braces for 2 years that’s why i appreciate nice teeth) and even better looking than Fendi X-Factor. I found out later that they are childhood sweethearts.. Owwhh… how sweet is that… Macam dalam buku cerita pulak kawin dgn childhood sweetheart nih. I envy her for that.

There was another wedding of a childhood mate (ngaji Quran same2).. but was never that close to him so only Mama went (actually I wanna go but Mama tinggal. damn). I played badminton with my sisters, Opie and Didie. Well, eventhough Opie is more athletic than me, she sucks in Badminton.. letih jer kene kutip shuttlecock. Then Mama came back. I asked her to play with us. So we played DOUBLE against Mama.. and mind you, she was wearing her baju kurung complete with tudung.. ahahahah..

And to me and my ego’s surprise.. Mama is actually WAAAYYYY better than us. Damn. How can this happen? We lost to Mama most of the time. And she DIDN’T EVEN MOVE!! Aku berlari ke kiri kanan dan melompat macam nak mampus, Mama rileks jer berdiri kat situ.. nak bergerak pun tak ndak.. Petticoat sempit katernye.. Either she’s damn good or we suck big time. Hahaha.. I was sweating macam baru lepas cross country 10KM and could squeeze sweat out of my t-shirt and Mama dgn muka sardin selamba jer mensmash kitorang.. Cis.

And last night I was online only for a while coz my right arm hurt I couldn’t type much. It still hurts actually.

Jena’s reception is today but Mom went in the morning. She didn’t wake me up coz Yeh won’t be there yet. She told me to just go to the Pasir Putih reception (but Kak Zie’s on 4th oso!! adoi pening!!). Gilerlah nak attend wedding pun kena buat timetable. Nie aku sibuk pegi wedding orang ni nanti aku kawin agak2 ader tak yg datang? By then mesti ramai dah beranak pinak mesti yg jauh susah nak datang.. huehueheu.. I think I want to be like Mekna. Nikah kat mesjid jer.. pastu bagi makan anak yatim. Habis cerita. Ahahahaha..

It’s so darn hot I haven’t even go out of the house today.  But I’m gonna ask for a rematch with Mama today. Me and Atiq will play against Mama today. But before that, kalau dah takder matahari nak pegi cycling ah kejap. Macam best jer bike baru Didie.. eheheh..

Weddings to attend :

3rd June : Mekya

4th June : Yeh and Kak Zie

6th June : Effyn

others.. I’ve yet to check.. ehehehe..